webslave wrote:Pain down leg to foot suggests a spinal problem (MRI to check would be good).
Probably best to stop seeing family docs/GPs and uros, at this stage. No more antibiotics, period. You're better off initially with a spinal expert for a checkup (orthopaedic surgeon), and if that is all negative, go to an internal trigger point expert (not sure if you have done this already, your signature does not give details and I cannot re-read thread).
No, I had two spinal MRIs in the past, I have no problems there. It is some kind of symptom of the CPPS, because it only comes after ejaculation. Its not pain I have regularly.
I would like to go to a trigger point expert, but we don't have them in Germany and I cannot afford to see anybody abroad regularly. I only once went to this female therapist in the Netherlands, but she was useless, she told me I don't have much tension in the pelvic floor, also I have pain at 12 o clock and she told me that should be more of an organ (bladder, prostate) related problem, not muscular. Anyway that contradicts my own experience, because 1) the few episodes of having an almost normal penis, normal erections, no pain, etc. always came after either dedicated stretching, massage or Qi Gong&Meditation 2)if I examine myself internally, I feel that my whole anal sphincter feels VERY painful to touch with many very tender spots and also if I press at 6 o'clock over the anal sphincter I can feels some very uncomfortable tightness. Also there are spots MUCH higher up, which I can only reach with a long tool, where its also EXTREMELY painful apply pressure. But I don't understand the anatomy good enough and I don't want to mess around with that without guidance.
The most tender and painful muscle I can find by far is the anal sphincter so.
PT-wise I only see two options right now and both are expensive and I could not afford them at the moment:
- There is a clinic in Cologne which does a week-long modified "Wise Anderson Protocol" therapy: modified "Wise Anderson Protocol" http://www.ebzkoeln.de/pages/en/disease ... m-CPPS.php (German version of the page is much more detailed)
- Go to for example UK for a week and work with a good PT for several days with focus on teaching me how to self-treat.
What I do right now and what gives me total pain relief is exercising every day counter-intuitively. I go to the gym in the morning and do 45 min. of training, I stretch once or twice a day (routine of like 15 stretches for legs, hips, abdomen), jogging in the evening.
Avoid all kind of sexual stimulation also helps to keep symptoms at a tolerable level.
I was thinking of finally integrating a form of relaxation (vipassana meditation or yoga nidra) every evening to calm the nervous system.
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That being said my urologist did detect an inflamed bladder and urethra and it was not healed by antibiotics. So I still would love to find a way to fight that inflammation, because I think my sexual problems are mainly due to the inflammation.
My current symptoms:
- Anus feels uncomfortable, burning, tight.
- My penis lacks the pleasurable feeling on the skin, its like touching my arm. I feel touch, but it feels neutral. My glans feel almost numb. (but twice I could get the old feeling back, mainly by massaging my inner tights and my abdomen, can not recreate it, but that makes me believe it is not permanent). I think this is my scariest symptom. This came after what felt like a never-ending session of "edging" or prolonged masturbation. Probably I made an already tense pelvic floor much worse by that and fucked up some muscles related to the penis.
- Also the dreaded "hard flaccid" look with very prominent veins on the shaft. (I think this is just caused by pelvic floor tension and lack of blood flow, nothing to worry about)
- Still have burning urination, frequent urination, urgent urination.
- If I have sex I experience severe PE and pain with ejaculation (also from a tense pelvic floor I think, because I feel the pain behind the penis), even erections can feel uncomfortable and slightly painful.
- Stool is difficult to pass the area just feels so tight.
- Stomach feels bloated.
- Slight allodynia, but feels more like sensitive, not really pain around the hip.
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Still feeling stuck. I don't make any real progress so, I cannot find any doctor that is interested in my condition or takes it serious.
I feel like I am stuck with optimizing my lifestyle, getting more serious with stretching & relaxation until I am able to earn much more money (which is hard because I have problems concentrating because of my problems).
I have a very understanding girlfriend that supports me, but I feel really sorry for her, because I don't really want to have any sex. Sex is just uncomfortable and painful for me.
90% of the time I accept now, that I have a very frustrating, but not dangerous condition. Basically a chronic cramp / tension of the pelvic floor and related muscles, which creates inflammation and dysfunction in my urogenital organs and pain and discomfort in related tissue.
This was probably caused by a unhealthy lifestyle of way too much sitting, too much computer, too much and extreme masturbation and porn abuse, tension and anxiety.
Every now and than I still catastrophizing and feel like I have Lyme disease, pudendal neuralgia or somehow permanently damaged my penis.