webslave wrote: Wed Mar 20, 2024 11:32 pm
Coughing, sneezing, carrying stuff, none of those are typical causes of what is usually a sporting injury. Groin strains make walking, lifting the knee, or moving the leg away from or toward the body difficult and painful. Is that what you have?
Good work getting that u/s organized!
Hi Webslave, so the tendinitis is improving and the testicle pain has basically completely gone as the groin improved. The thing is that I’m now in another situation that I’m pretty bothered about and I’m dealing with it alone, so I wanted to reach out.
Masturbation was aggravating the groin tendinitis so I was abstaining. I have problems with compulsive masturbation, and this has happened once before after masturbating for an extended period of time after abstaining. Basically on the side that hold my penis, I seem to have irritated the veins in my foreskin. I did feel it during masturbation, but I carried on, which was a bad idea. I’ve held off masturbation for a few days and it’s slowly improving, but basically I was supposed to be going back to see the girl I met in about a month, moving to another country to be with her long term. These days I’m usually okay in regards to catastrophising, but with everything being so high stakes now, I’m pretty bothered about it. It’s getting better slowly but I don’t know how long it’s going to take. I remember last time after I did this, I stopped masturbating for about 3 weeks and it did get 95% better.
I was hoping to buy the tickets this weekend to go back and be with her for the foreseeable future. I’d still have another 5 weeks to improve before I go back and I feel that I need to move on with my life and not let this stuff hold me back. I just can’t lie that I am afraid currently, and I know that’s the worst thing for nervous system based pain. No doubt I’m interpreting it as a threat towards the relationship and my prospects for being happy, getting sucked into that catastrophic mindset. I just feel that I need to be confident I’ll be ok before I go back.
The past couple of days I’ve started to engage with the curable program which is based on Sarno’s work and the stuff that has come after him. When I was there with her I had sex without much pain and basically had no chronic fatigue. I think a lot of this is nervous system based for me, although this does currently feel like a physical irritation that I’ve caused, and the fact that it’s the veins kind of affects me worse psychologically, like it feels more serious than if it were just the skin or something else like that.
What do you think about all of this? Sorry for the long post.