I have experienced a multitude of symptoms, but the main ones that I still have today comprise the following:
- ED (since early 2020)
- Yellowing of semen, and clumpy/lumpy semen. Not usual appearance or smell. Reduced volume and little ejaculatory power (although better than it was)
- Muscle spasms in penis. Occasional during course of most days. Not the worst symptom but a bit annoying. Since October 2019.
- Lots of fordyce spots/bumps.
- Urine urgency. Usually at night - nowhere near as bad as it was 1 year ago, and certainly not as it was between Sep-Dec 2019 (I slept 2-3 hours per night, was suicidal and entered deep depression - convinced I had hsv at the time [no evidence to support this], diagnosed CPPS in October 2019) Sometimes discomfort during the day.
- Burning deep within anus, usually following the passing of stools which can often lead to urgency and deep pain in what I imagine is the prostate area. Again, not as bad or as long lasting as it was previously - but still deeply uncomfortable and either only partially overcome with a walk or sitting for a long time.
- Sometimes wake during night with pain/ache in prostate/bladder. Need to urinate.
- Aching of urethra, usually after ejaculation which can be painful. Sometimes at other times but not often.
- Very occasional testicular aches, usually on LH side. Had this badly in October 2019, been managable since then.
- Occasionally wake with muscular tension in my anus, needing to pass stools - and sometimes there seems to be a sticky dampness in there (there is no reason to believe I have or ever had an infection in my anus). Symptom not as bad as it was. I do get tension in my backside on occasion during the course of the day.
- Lichen/psoriasis type marks on one side of glans corona. Faint red and slightly circular, no more than 2-4mm across. Present since December 2019. Sex health doctor (very experienced) says circumcision scars (it definitely isn't!). Two dermatologists says probably psoriarsis and prescribed various creams, but that does not seem to help a great deal. I've since read about this being a potential inflammatory response to infection, maybe Reiters disease? I also suffer from dry eyes in the morning or occasionally sharp pains in the soles/heels of my feet (like I'm walking on pins), which I wouldn't have connected to this previously until I saw some other comments online that make similar observations.
I do take hot sitz baths, which helps a lot. I do lots of walking and occasional running, which also helps (it was not possible for the first year). I do the typical CPPS stretches as well as yoga, which helps too - but interestingly I deliberately stopped this for 5 months to test its impact and guess what... there was very little difference. Improvements continued to be gradual, perhaps my body learning to fight off an embedded infection, or just getting used to the after effects of a previous infection? I never tested positive for any infection but only because first sample was given in an out of date medium and they could not test after all- though they did say hundreds of white blood cells were present - since then I have shown some white blood cells, detritus, but no absolute sign of infection).
Have taken a lot of antibiotics in 2019 (some good [clarithromycin], whilst some did nothing for me [ofloxacine) and then again in early 2021 (augmentin - caused severe constipation and anal fissure), amitriptyline (stopped using now, but GREAT at the time for reducing urgency), tamsulosin (for 14 months, not sure I actually did anything). Lots of herbal supplements - most rubbish other than bee pollen (limited benefit) and quercetin 500mg (seems to help a bit, jury is out on that and how long I have to use it for). I have gained weight during all of this, but am careful with trigger foods.
I've tried PT with several well regarded UK providers. Mixed results. I have a Therawand which I sometimes use, it has limited benefits.
I have never had the golfball syndrome. Does that mean it isn't CPPS after all? Could it be a viral issue causing this?
What do I do now? There is scope for me to undergo another prostate massage (it was recommended - poor first sample which did show bacteria but probably commensal), MRI (could I have blocked seminal vessels and if so how to manage??), and ultrasound of prostate. No prostate readings (PSA) yet taken to best of my knowledge, so guess I should do that too.
What else can I do? If it is CPPS then I know that full recovery is possible as enough people talk about it. Or is it possible I have something else?
Perhaps I am on the right path, but if so then how much longer does it take? Can I speed up the recovery?
Working hard, trying to recover, looking for any advice. Thanks and sorry for the long post.



