Bereaved and so low

[Glenn]

Sorry for depressing you all further guys,but I am in need of some support.My dear mum,whom I loved very dearly passed away last night aged just 55.She had a 6 month battle with cancer which she was unabled to have treatment for because of her very bad Multiple Sclerosis.She was such a lovely person and if that is not bad enough to deal with my symptoms are bad at the moment,not helped by the anxiety of my loss.My mum suffered so much in her life,and I wish I had half the strength and courage that she has shown thoughout her life.She was a truly amazing woman.I have never before lost anybody close,but I was glad to be by her side when she went.

Sorry if I'm off topic Webmaster,but I just wanted to say that life can be so cruel with what it throws at you.My any accredited quercetin product has just arrived and I am hoping that it will help me.2003 is easily the worst of my life and nothing could have prepared me for it.I just also wanted to ask how long I need to be on any accredited quercetin product before I know if it is going to help me.At the moment I am in a daze and have a lot of things to do,what with arranging the funeral,sorting my mums things out,but I feel absolutely hopelessly desperate.I have pressure pain around bladder area like throbbing tightening inside.My rectum feels horrible like something is up there,along with a hot,burning sort of feeling,along with a huge amount of noxious gas(Is this normal)and generally not feeling right down there,made worse after defecation,penile spasm,feeling a need to wee a lot to get some relief and splashing gut noises and popping,which is horribly weird,because some contractions are qute fierce.I don't suppose any body has had this.Sorry for this but I need some support.Take care all,Glenn
p.s Thanks Akia for replying to my last message.It is just left to the individual to get on with by the docs(Shoskes and Dimitrakov apart)

[MS]

Glenn,

I am very sorry to hear about your mother -- I truly don't know the words to write. Nontheless, please take any comfort you can in knowing that you a among friends, drawn together by a common thread. You are certainly not "off topic" -- this Board was created for both information and SUPPORT.

We are all with you, so hang in there.

[faceinthecrowd]

Glenn,

My heart goes out to you. As MS said, words can rarely heal the kind of pain you must be feeling right now. But know that all of us feel it along with you.

[Northstar]

Glenn - sorry for your loss my friend. I lost my own mother to a long painful battle with cancer several months ago and I know what a horrible experience it can be. It also occurred at the time that my own symptoms for this started appearing (I am sure the stress was making things worse).

Our symptoms sound quite similiar as well.

Take heart that there are a lot of people on this board who have bee dealing with this for a long time and can offer a good deal of insight and support.

Just try to keep your head up mate!

[Glenn]

Thanks guys for all the support.I really appreciate it.I know I can't get any lower.You know I am sure I have bad nerve damage to be suffering some of the peculiar symptoms that I have.It is truly horrible.I don't know exactly how many different forms chronic prostatitis / chronic pelvic pain syndrome can take on,but I just could not describe my symptoms in a way that can accurately describe them if you know what I mean.I seem to have lost my proper sense of bowel urge and feeling.Would this indicate nerve damage,and if so is it irreversible?I have read that nerves regrow.Does this suggest after a mean period,one should or could be feeling back to normal?
Excuse me if what I am writing sounds a bit peculiar,but I have had hell of a last 3 days,nights etc..I am shattered,and totally demoralised,but thanks for your kind words everyone.
One last note.Quercetin is giving me nasty stomach muscle contractions on the right side.Should I persist with this.I am only 2 days into it.


Thank You,Glenn

[webslave]

Try to calm down. I know you are upset and rightly so, but this disorder does not lead, as far as we know, to "irreversible nerve damage".

Quercetin may hurt at first. That was my experience, for a week or two only, after which I felt MUCH better. I speculate that this is because it allows fairly caustic secretions to flow through the prostate once the inflammation begins to subside.