emotional issues

[fabrizio]

some of you guys I've in extreme pain. I do, chronically, every 2 weeks or sometimes less. depends. my pain is not that strong but it carries with it all the fatigue and depression and uncomfort. but this is not all.

I suffer from ED. now I am wondering why ? cause even when my symptoms get much better, relaxation seems to help only my pain, but never my ED. I am still living everyday as if I am normal. As if , if I hit on a girl, I would be able to please G her, to have her. but no. last few experiences left me so depressed U, and I wanted to be strong and not think about them. but it s all deep I N my mind. I say one day things will get better, and I will return to my very IN strong erection and very lasting love making, but this is what I say. what I MY hope. Deep inside I know it might not be true, and instead of trying to focus H on different things meanwhile, I guess I am getting obesessive. I think E so, cause I am masturbating once or twice a day, and I guess everytime A is just in the hope to reach some extreme excitement and see my self with D my old erections , G but never happened since quite few months now. I have a lot of work to do U, and lot of professional future, but how happy can one be when he feels he N lost a lot of his manhood. last week I met a girl, and I can see that she wanted me. I liked her so much , she could be a great gf actually. she I wanted me to call her. my friends ask me why I didn t , I said I didn t like N her. never will somoene like me be honest about my situation with MY friends. I will feel like handicapped. especially about the ED. the pain was H not difficult for me to share. Viagra seems to be the choice of many in E my situation.
I never tried this, Aand I guess I would feel bad at the age of 24 to have to take viagra half D an hour befoe sex. especially at this age you have sex when you don t expect to, and anywayi would be happy at least if viagra works for me. but I am afraid it might not. it will sound ridiculous but if it won t work I don t know what I will do with myself. so keeping viagra just as a consolation maybe is better than trying and failing. I am saying that but NO, next time I see the stupid doc I will ask him to give me some. I said stupid because if I will tell you what he said to me, you would surley think the same of him.
some people try to go very psychological abou those things. some doctors don t like to say " I don t know", they will say "it s in your head".
I started The relaxation techniques and stretching, after I bought the book HIP.
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Fabrizio

I see you have capitalized the message "GUN IN MY HEAD" throughout your post, and this suggests that you mean to commit suicide over this issue. I strongly suggest you see a mental health expert as soon as you can. While ED is depressing and sexual dysfunction at 24 can be devastating, it is not reason to take your life.

ED at 24 is actually unusual and should be investigated by a specialist. It is not normally the result of male chronic pelvic pain. Many men with chronic pelvic pain have sex often and successfully, and I know of some who have sex on a daily basis with their wives.

I suspect you are suffering a major depressive episode and a treatable sexual dysfunction.

It is not smart to avoid getting professional treatment. Your post indicates that you have not done this yet. Why not?